||10/24/105 3:19 AM
||not a day goes by
hey Bry whats up? Alot here and im sure ur waching over and helping me every step of the way. i started a new job at Rheile Bros. and i love it. every night while im working i run into someone i havent seen in awhile, and i cant help but wish id see ur shit eatin grin walk thru that door. but i know ur there and i take a drink with u every night. i think im starting to finally get my shit together for once. and id say its about time! u were always checking up on me and lecturing me, and i know ur looking down and saying to urself finally, that girl is getting shit on track. Chloe, my daughter is getting big she'll be 2 on March 20th. its so hard to believe how fast they grow up. i know ud love to meet her. but like i said i know ur watching us all down here, so im sure you have seen her. shes a spitting image of Mat, but she acts just like me, and we both know that we dont need another me in this world...lol but im going to do my best to make sure she doesnt screw up like me. i recently lost my 2nd, i was about 7 weeks along and i had a miscarriage. I took it pretty hard, but im okay now, i know my baby is with u. I lost track of alot of people, but i bump into someone every now and then especialy working at the bar. i went out and visited u not to long ago, and i sat and talked for an hour i think, Phil drove by, i think it was him anyways, but he didnt stop and im not sure if hed remember me or not, so i didnt go up to the house. and i wish i talked to ur dad more often, but i havent in a long time, last time, i went out there, he was trying to get me to help bail hay in a skirt! but hey thats ur dad for ya! well i thought id drop a quick note before i hit the sack, so ill drop another when i have more time, but ill talk to u soon, i know u hear me everynight, and when i go to see u, i know ur there. so till then love...
I love u yesterday,today, tommorow, and always